I just bought this calendar because when I am feeling rough calendars from Canada are the only thing to get me through. So decadent. Last night descended into chaos, well I should say yesterday evening, didn’t even make it to the night. Now the germs have got me I tell yooou.
I feel so weird at the moment. Not sad but not completely happy, I am in this odd in between place, where things are okay but just okay. It’s almost a physical feeling, I can feel a dragging somewhere deep in my body. My usual methods of comfort aren’t helping, in fact spending time on my own is probably making it worse. Might just be end of year blues, and wanting to make decisions that need to be made in the new year now. Maybe I should just shut up, ramp up the hours at work even more, buy some cake and ignore it.
It’s been a good 24 hours for offers of potential adventure time in the new year. Also £24 is too much to spend on a bear shaped candle isn’t it?
I am seriously considering giving up drinking, the more I think about it the more I realise I don’t find it fun anymore. I hate the hangovers and wasting a day not being on a the ball, I think I am an annoying drunk, it’s expensive and the main reason I drink is for a social lubricant. When really I should just learn how to be social without alcohol’s help. I can only drink in moderation when I am not out so if I can’t do that when I am out maybe I should just stop altogether. I guess some of it is about control too, I am at a point in life at the moment where I don’t like not being in control. Having a fuzzy world isn’t as great as it was at college/uni. I am going through a phase where I like things going at my own pace, can’t really explain it. Also drinking just isn’t that fun anymore, I have more fun with my friends at the moment when we are chilling or hanging out on the sofa with no drink involved. So yeah, good timing for the up coming holiday festivities haha. I have a few friends that are teetotal and have always admired them for it. We will see how things go. I still want some beer at the German Market when we go in December, maybe I should try moderation first ha. Anyway I better shut up and get to work, which hopefully won’t be as horrendous as yesterday hungover shift.
Booked tickets for the new Hobbit filmmm today. I wanna watch it now..
I am in awe of the incredibly thin line between being okay and the downward spiral into oblivion. How do minds keep us from falling in?
Heard this on the ASOS website and well loiked it. Apparently online clothes shops are the only place I gather new music these days. In the video the guy dances round in his y-fronts, he is pretty much the next Miley Cyrus.
Being nosy and looking at houses I can’t afford on RightMove. There are some beautiful houses in Shrewsbury. I can’t quite grasp how people can afford to buy them. What jobs do these people have??
3. Daniel Craig. Mmm. From the list of ‘GQ’s Greatest Photographs 1988- 2013’. Each is accompanied by interesting little snippets about the making of the images from the photographer and/or subject.